» Waiting.

Try Sleeping With a Broken Heart - Alicia Keys.

Life is definitely not easy. Relationships are hard to maintain and I need to get my priorities straight.

» Changes.

I've gone noraebang [karaoke] about 6 times this past week and a half. Tupac is a genius - just sayin'.

Anyways, my life has been so hectic lately. Work is going okay. My family is still the same.. it still hurts me to see my grandmother acting the way she is lately. I just found out how close I was to being non-existent. 23 years and this is the first time I heard of the struggles that my grandmother went through to save her children from the Korean War.  It's truly amazing how God provided so many opportunities and people to help them escape when almost all of their friends and family died.

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Anyways, I've decided to make some life-changing decisions recently. For my health and well-being, but also for the sake of my future husband. I was having girl talk with someone whom I respect as an older sister. She told me that rather than trying to look for someone that's right for ME, I need to pray and ask God to help ME be the right person for someone. That really struck me - the idea that I should be focusing on becoming the right person for someone else.

This inspired me to start making some changes. Wish me luck! =)